Recently I misplaced my driver's license. I feel convinced that it is somewhere in my house. I have looked what seems to be everywhere. Still not found...
Yesterday I decided I needed to really sit down and "concentrate" on God intervening for me. I wanted God to swoop in and miraculously reveal the missing items. Didn't happen, and I am not surprised. I went to him all wrong. I then decided that I was mad at him for not fixing my problem. The problem I created by my own carelessness. Nonetheless it was suddenly God's fault for not bailing me out. I then proceeded to have my grownup tantrum the rest of the day. I bitterly turned my back on Him. I went to church but didn't care about the sermon. I am deeply ashamed of myself for slipping into such a state of anger and frustration.
So today, I have that 'new day' perspective. I need to go to my Lord, and truly apologize for the wretched attitude and behavior I had yesterday.
I am more rested today, and I did a morning workout. That is a first for me. I have done weight lifting in the morning but never a cardio. Plus, it was a workout with friends and that is another first for me! What a challenge! The accountability of friends working out along with me is tough but well worth it!
I find myself looking forward to an early bedtime and and early morning! I claimed to be a night person, but I feel so much better when I get up crazy early. I sure was happy at 5:45am. Every fit person I know of gets up early. Even spiritually fit people go to Jesus first thing in the morning. That seems to be the best time of the day.
I remember looking at the clock at 8:30 this morning and feeling completely satisfied that I was exercised, showered, and ready for the day hair makeup and all! That is something that I can get addicted to!
Oh and one side note - I still haven't found my license yet, but I am at peace with God's timing...if I am even meant to find it...
What a great day!
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